I haven’t lost you any more
Than when you left me on the floor
Wish I could remember to feel nothing
Can you just forget that I felt a thing?
Because I am constantly striving…
It’s worthless yet priceless
I’d never not say yes
To believing this is something
So deluded and excluded
Infactuated by what you did
When nobody would love me
And thought they were above me
Haunting my every step
Taunting the ugly truth
Twisted in my old youth
All the words I never kept
Ate me alive as I slept
Killing when I think in-depth
Those secrets are half mine to say
A heart is so hard to betray.